And I don’t mean that in the generic cliché way of saying things
I mean it in the sense that when the creator was making us they added something special to you
They took their time on you
Because you are perfect
I mean that you have more patience than a manager training a new employee
You have more love than there are craters on the moon
You are the healthy things parents tell their children they need
You are the sun rising, breathing new life into the blossoming flowers
Your love is the tide and it rises and rises
You are too good for me
I am rotten and I will only ruin you
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When a break up happens the first thing that your friends do is telling you that you were too good for whoever. Your friends hype you up and say how sorry they are that you even had to experience pain like this. Of course you believe that. You know what your worth is, no one can take that from you. But sometimes you meet someone and they make you question if they are just too good for the world. That’s what happened here. He was perfect in every aspect of the word. In all the jumbled chaos we went through there was not a single flaw in him that I could find. He was so patient with my ever changing moods. He was way too good to be dropped into my steaming pile of mess and debris. He had came into my life what I would describe only as Prince Charming coming to the rescue. See the saying goes that all good things come to those who wait. He was a good thing but I should have continued waiting. I knew that I would ruin him because at this point everything that had entered my life was entered into a world of doom. He didn’t believe that one bit but I knew with every fiber in me that I was rotten for him. He was way too good for me. I wanted to save him from the hurt that I knew would eventually come. I wrote this so that I could I could further explain why he was too good for me. I didn’t want him thinking it was just a cliche way of something. No, there was nothing cliche about him and I needed him to really see what I meant when I made the statement. Overall, I mostly wrote this to show him that there were so many things that he did in our time together that made me want to save every last drop of his goodness, his patience, his love for someone who was more deserving of it. Save it for someone who could even match his goodness, patience, and love. As long as it wasn’t someone like me who would ruin it all, who would ruin the perfection that is who this person is and ruin it for the next person.
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